missing is like a sharp blade， tho in my heart is very painful， very painful think of him， maybe at this time， really need a person to talk around， or give the heart of fort
the days without you， the sky was dark， shut the door， a man hiding in the house， leaning in a small coer， beating some 00 pieces of writing in this lonely time， there is still something called “words“ acpanied me， i did not forget to walk through the text
writing has always been my favorite i don't have much mental position recently i feel very narrow i read some philosophical words， but i can't understand anything somehow， that passion seems to have disappeared who has been holding books all day long who read the beautiful essay on the bus who is who in the bookstore reading books i can't imagine myself walking now i like the costume drama， and the latest popular entertainment program “good voice in china“ i can keep the tv set alive without going out all day life is getting poor， is the spirit of the poor， inner emptiness， in short， a lack of power， lack of a pioneering spirit should i change myself should i think about it life should not be so mediocre， life should be meaningful can you give me courage
in autumn， i like walking in the park， smelling the fragrance of osmanthus， thinking about your face， how beautiful it is remember， we hand through the efforts， now busy days always haunt you pace， so that you can not touch me， unable to stay in my side look up， look up at the blue sky， there are white clouds drifting， see the birds flying in the sky， at this time， you know how much i envy them i want to have a pair of wings， can fly freely， flying to where you are
once， accidentally， those beautiful days slipped away from the side now， think of it， still awake in dreams i understand that love is the most beautiful time with you every minute! glory is not what i want， luxury is not what i love， but what i want is just a life with you
can you sing a song， can eat a meal and you， and you can renew an old， can watch a movie with you， and you can listen to the same song， it is my great joy i love holding your hand， go to a busy coer， walked into the fashion shop， wearing different styles of clothes， the first time is to let you give me a reference， you always smiled and said:“my wife is good， what to wear“ i know you are making me happy， but i still like to hear you say something that please me before， always thought that shopping with girls to acpany， and now think of a boyfriend， better than anything no wonder my colleagues would say that i am a zhongseqingyou i hope my friends can understand me!
as long as you， the house again at home， we should all belong to one type of quiet! to be exact， you are a quiet man， and i am a woman of all walks of life i can read in a noisy environment， and i c*****so be in a quiet coer always like to talk with you， for a long time not snuggle up in your arms， good memories of the warmth you give think of the books you downloaded to me， are my favorite， thank you! i've been focusing on some philosophical things lately， and i think it's really interesting a person's mood depends entirely on his or her state of mind recently， i read a lot of buddhist ethical stories， which inspired me deeply and benefited a lot i really want to rely on your warm shoulder， really want to tell you some of my experience can you spare time to e back with me dear， i have a lot of words to say to you， i am no longer a child， i will bee more mature， i will be your favorite woman!
once， accidentally， those beautiful days slipped away from the side now， think of it， still awake in dreams i understand that love is the most beautiful time with you every minute! glory is not what i want， luxury is not what i love， but what i want is just a life with you can you sing a song， can eat a meal and you， and you can renew an old， can watch a movie with you， and you can listen to the same song， it is my great joy
i love holding your hand， go to a busy coer， walked into the fashion shop， wearing different styles of clothes， the first time is to let you give me a reference， you always smiled and said:“my wife is good， what to wear“ i know you are making me happy， but i still like to hear you say something that please me before， always thought that shopping with girls to acpany， and now think of a boyfriend， better than anything no wonder my colleagues would say that i am a zhongseqingyou i hope my friends can understand me! as long as you， the house again at home， we should all belong to one type of quiet! to be exact， you are a quiet man， and i am a woman of all walks of life i can read in a noisy environment， and i c*****so be in a quiet coer
always like to talk with you， for a long time not snuggle up in your arms， good memories of the warmth you give think of the books you downloaded to me， are my favorite， thank you! i've been focusing on some philosophical things lately， and i think it's really interesting a person's mood depends entirely on his or her state of mind recently， i read a lot of buddhist ethical stories， which inspired me deeply and benefited a lot i really want to rely on your warm shoulder， really want to tell you some of my experience can you spare time to e back with me dear， i have a lot of words to say to you， i am no longer a child， i will bee more mature， i will be your favorite woman!
once， i was in front of you with a temper， crying， shouting unfortable， and now i want to tell you， i am no longer that ignorant little girl i will rationally face all the things that life gives me i have some bad problems， has always been i need to change， i think i should lea to put down， should lea tolerance， should lea to improvise the unhappy days of the past are due to the fact that there are too many things that can't be put in the heart
gradually， i leaed tolerance， lea to understand， lea tolerance in the realm of love， more tolerance， more warmth really want to use my love has been warm you! i became so nervous these days that i didn't know why the exam was going to make my heart go up and down i find that what i do， the more nervous i get， the worse i really want to do it， but my heart can't be calm hope that this exam can pass smoothly， look forward to! i really do not want to let you down， i really want to be with you， i really want to acpany you every day
near october， i do not know what kind of feeling， i think it should be excited， should be expected， should be happy， should be happy， should be warm! how to fulfill a dream， like a condensed wish， think painted a period i want you to acpany me a long jouey， to a strange city， put aside all distracting thoughts， unload all the burden， happy to enjoy our good days i don't know why you don't like traveling， but i'm a playful child
have you ever played with you， remember but always can not find the kind of happy happiness， the heart is always missing something because i know， without you， even if i stand at the summit of the mountain， i can't feel the world's vastness because you are the element of my happiness! in this life， i just want to hold your hand forward! let us forever in the generation after generation!
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